Wednesday, October 14, 2015

RAIN part 8

Rain part 8.

       
       Anne felt her husband’s soft kisses  had become more demanding, fueled by a sudden desire. Then she knew who the other woman was; Cynthia Garaway. 
     “ I wish them the best,“ she said between her husband’s kisses. 

       Anne  was pregnant with their third child, when she found out about her husban’s philandering way. She had thrown a fit bigger than the devil who found himself woken up in heaven. Immediately packing her and the kids’ clothes, ready to drive away from her marriage. Then her mother- in-law, calmly  confronted her : what will the divorce do to her children and the unborn child? What will the divorce do to her wonderful parents, who adore Tom as if he were their own? What the divorce will do to her? The older Mrs. Sutton listed  all about the disadvantage of divorcing a Sutton. Well, she knew it first- hand, didn't she? After all, Thomas Sutton, was only following in his predecessor’s footsteps. Nothing more, nothing less. The male Suttons’ legacy, making more money than their father had, and  sleeping with more woman than their father ever did. 
     “ You are, the wife. The other women? Just a playthings.” Katherine Sutton, said it, lived it, and enjoyed it. After a few weeks separation, in the end, Anne decided to take her mother- in- law advise. And  to his credit, Thomas had welcomed her back, like nothing had ever happened and treated her as he always had, Anne was his wife, the only woman that mattered in his life. The other women? Just play things. Until…..

*******

“ What is that about?” Jack had asked her, on that first night they had met. They had finished  their meals and the conversation of wet weather outside  had run  dry.  ‘That’ was the ring of pale skin around her left ring finger. 
    “ A new model came along, and the husband traded in the old ride.” Anne heard herself say. Where did the words came from? Why did she say such thing? Hanging your dirty laundry out in public had never been her style. Heck, she never liked to hang her laundry in public, dirty or clean, period. Then why did she say such a thing to this stranger she only met tonight?  
      The restaurant was packed to the brim when she arrived. Many future patrons loitered the parking lot. No doubt they were the out-of -towner, like herself, who were forced to take the detour from the closed highway. Jack had offered her to share his table. The waiting list was an hour long. Anne was too tired and hungry to refuse. Besides what harm could it do to share a meal with a stranger in this crowded place? 
     “ New model, huh? Domestic or foreign?” Jack asked  with the casual attitude of someone talking about cars. No word of sympathy.
     “ Foreign,” Anne answered, while asking herself why did she was having this conversation with this man, a total stranger. 
     “ European or Asian?” 
     “ European. Donald Trump has one. My husband wanted to have one, too.” Jack was in  his forties, with hazel eyes, light brown hair and his large hands seemed rough enough to sand the wood on their own. 
     “ Competitive man. “ Jack commented with a smile.
     “ He is,“ she agreed. Jack also had a beautiful smile. 
     “ Good for him. Good for you. “ Jack winged and raised  his glass filled  halfway with Pepsi, as if making a toast. Anne raised her tea cup in answer to the toast. They both laughed. Anne still couldn't figure out why she told Jack about the state of her married life. But she also couldn't deny, how good she felt for sharing it with Jack.

      Miss Natalie Something was in her mid twenties. Thomas had run into her during the holiday party festivities the year before and begin the affair with her shortly after. When Donald Trump announced his engagement to the Slovenian model in April, Thomas Sutton, publicly showed off his own prize by taking  Natalie everywhere he went. The Suttons’ impending divorce was the topic in the media. Like always, Anne stayed mum to the whole ordeal, but took off  her wedding ring, her quiet way of making a statement that her husband was free to do whatever he wishes. They were separated, now leave her alone. Her parents  were very upset. She was on her way to assure them that even though she and Thomas were no longer married, both of them were happy so were their children. But hurricane Charley forced her to take the detour from the highway. Then she ended up sharing a dinner table with Jack Rivers, a carpenter who worked  his way up to become a majority-holder of one of the largest construction company in the country. Jack  and his crew were on their way to offer their assistance to the hurricane victims. 

 *******

Thomas kisses had become deeper. His hands slid from Anne’s  waist to the inside of her thin sweater. 

       “ Come on, Tom. “ Anne gently stopping the advancing hands in their tracks. “ The Morgan’s are waiting, “ she said while returning her husband’s kiss and pulling herself slowly  away.
        “ Let them wait.”her husband said.
        Anne smiled and shook her head, then moved to the door. “Let me take Moose out, then we go. Okay?”
       Thomas shook then nodded his head. Giving her that crestfallen look of a man being rejected. He was charming when he did it. Anne laughed, waved her hands in the air then walked away, looking for Moose, their dog.  Actually he was Jack’s dog  who Thomas adopted, when Jack died. What is the best way to punish your cheating wife, but kill her lover then keep his dog,  ensuring that the dog would remind her of her loss everyday? Anne knew the game. But, her husband had forgotten, if one can play the game, so can two. And today is the day she will have her turn in the game. 

               …………to be continue next week or later……..


Monday, October 12, 2015

RAIN Part 7

Rain part 7.

      Thomas Sutton stood over six-feet tall, in his dark burgundy Burberry polo, and off-brown khakis of the same brand, with a haircut that cost more than an average Walmart employee’s weekly wages, exuding money. His face was handsome, with boyish smile showing a neat row of strong white  teeth,  uneven dimples and the deep blue eyes which flashed with a charisma  of confident and trust. If the North had their fallen son, John Kennedy, the South has their still- alive and breathing Thomas Sutton, so the Sutton family like to boast.
       “ Are you, alright?” Tom walked closer to his wife, genuine concern in his eyes. His hands reached out to touch her cheeks. “ You look a little pale,” he said. 
     Anne shook her head, gave her husband another smile. “I’m fine. Just a bit cold from the weather.”  
     “ It was something wasn't it? Hailing in the middle of August. We would never have this crazy weather at home.” Home is the Sutton’s family home, which has been passed on from one generation to the next since before the civil war. Tom’s grandparent were the last one to actually live there. Tom’s parents traveled between many homes the family had. Tom and Anne has done the same. Taking up residence few months here, a few months there. 
     “ No, we wouldn't have weather like this at home,“ Anne agreed.
     Her husband caressed her hair and landed a soft kiss on her lips.  Anne tasted the warmth generated from it, but also the warmth left behind by her husband’s other woman. Who was it this time? 
      “ How were the Garaways?” she asked. Thomas had gone to New York, to meet up with Paul Garaway and his wife. Paul Garaway is an unknown Florida house representative from a small district in Florida, who has his big eyes and equally big ambition fixed on a senate seat in Washington which, according to rumor would be vacant next  year. He was an underdog of underdogs. No one in his state even knew who he was, let alone anyone in the Capitol. He had approached Thomas Sutton for help to change that.
      “ They are well,”  her husband answered her. 
      “ So, Paul’s ready to run then.” 
       Thomas nodded his head, “ Paul had to attend some events. We spoke briefly. But I do believe he is ready.” 
       “ How is his wife, what's her name…..” 
       Thomas arms circled his wife’s small waist.  “ Cynthia,” he said. 
       “ Yes…..how is she? Is she ready?”
        Thomas nodded, found his wife’s lips. Anne felt another soft kiss,” She is behind her husband a hundred percent.” he said. 
        Anne felt her husband’s soft kisses  had become more demanding, fueled by a sudden desire. Then she knew, who the other woman was………
                  ……..to be continue next week or sooner……..
       


Wednesday, October 7, 2015

RAIN part 6.

Rain part 6.


Her heart thumping louder than the rain pelting the truck’s roof. 
      “ Anne…”
      “ Jack…..” 

*********

The rain outside her bedroom window, had turn into a drizzle. 
      “ Jack…..”
      “ Yes……” 
      “ I know there is no rain in heaven, but if there ever were…would you….. think about me and our rain…..?” she whispered. 
        “ I think about you all the time, Anne, “ Jack assured her. 
        The drizzle out of her window had come to a complete stop. 
        “ I miss you, Jack,” she said. And she mean it with all her heart. Jack was her lover, her life. He had brought happiness back to her when she never knew she had lost it in the first place. 
      “ I miss you, too,” Jack said. 
        Outside her window, a weak ray of western sun suddenly appeared, turning the water droplets on the wet grass and leafs into gold, a sign that her  grip on Jack existence would  dissipate soon. How much she wished he were here with her, holding her in a flesh, feel the warmth of his body and his breath. His large calluses hands touching her skin. “ Miss  you, Jack. Very, very, much. “ 
      Then she heard the sound of light footsteps on the soft carpet entering her bedroom and the familiar voice…..
      “ Anne, there you are. I’ve been looking all over for you.”
      Anne turned to face the owner of the voice. Found her husband of thirty- two years, smiling at her. She smiled back,”Hi, Tom. “

                   …….to be continue next week or sooner………





Monday, October 5, 2015

RAIN part 5

Rain part 5.


She stared at him, calculating, balancing and wondering, if she should or would. Before she could change her mind or lose her nerve she said,“ Let me have your wallet. “ 
      
“ My wallet?” It was Jack turn to look confused. But without asking more question,  he sifted in his seat and retrieved his wallet from his back pocket, then handed it to her. 
       
Anne opened the leather bifold, averting her eyes from Jack questioning one. Like the contents of the glove compartment, Jack’s wallet was also tidy. Each of the credit cards occupied its own  individual slot. The paper receipts and the money were each stored in their own compartment. She dug her finger into the hidden pockets under the credit cards slot, one contained a paper with series of phone numbers written on it, the other held what she was looking for. She touched it with the tip of her index finger. For a split second, she wanted  to leave it where it was. When she pulled out the single,  square, foil package with a visible raised ring inside it, she felt her heart  beat loose and run away from her. 
      
She gave back the wallet to Jack, “Now, we are ready!” she announced. 
       
Jack gave her another stare, not the “watermelon size red nose” kind. This time, it was a stare as thought she had more heads than Cerberus and more gruesome teeth than the beast itself. 
       
“ Ready for what?” Finally Jack regained his voice.
     
In a different setting, seeing Jack’s reaction would have made her laugh. But her mind was on something more important at the moment. She was going to change who she had been. Good girl as expected, no more. 
       
“ Ready to do what you suggested us to do,” she said calmly. 
       
Jack shook his head slowly and said, “ No, we are not.” 
       
“ Why? You suggested it.” Anne said, rather confused. Someone had given her a toy, and now that person want it back. 
       
“ Yes, I did. I was just teasing.” Jack said. 
       
“Oh…”Anne stared at the still fogged up windshield. The rain was still falling hard. The ping-ping noise they created when it hit the truck sounded like a Morse code to her ears. A series of code saying she had made a fool of herself. Jack was only teasing. Jack never really wanted her. “ I am too old…..” she quietly said to no one in particular. Even to her own ears, she sounded hurt.
       
Jack immediately reached out for her hand. “ Anne, age doesn't have anything to do with this. I was only teasing when I suggested that. We don't have to do anything. You….don't have to do anything. Like you said, we barely knew each other, “  Jack explained.
       
She looked at him, accusing, more hurt. “Am I not your type?” 
       
“ No…. I mean…. yes. “ Jack blabbered.” Anne you are beautiful. And I am very flattered that you like me, because I like you too. But….” Jack sighed, reached for her hand, let it go, reached for it again, “ What I want to say is……we don't have to do anything you aren't comfortable  doing. “ His hazel eyes looked deep into hers, asking for her understanding. 
       
Anne nodded her head,“ But, I am, Jack.” she told him.” I want to…” What was she saying? Jack had given her the way out…. Was she losing her mind?
       
“ Are you sure?” Jack asked.
       
“ Yes.” Anne nodded again. Yes, she had lost her mind. 
       
“ We might not see each other again.” Jack reminded her. 
       
“ One night stand,“ Anne gave him an assuring smile.” Even better,” she said. She wasn't only losing her mind, but had gone completely insane.
       
Using her teeth, she tore the corner of the thin foil then handed it to Jack. “ I ….want….us….to…..” 
       
Jack took the thin foil offered to him with his free hand, then quietly scooted across the empty seat between them, his eyes never leaving hers. There were unspoken desires in them. His uneven breathing added few degrees of extra heat into the truck’s cab. 

" Anne......" Jack said her name. 

The fog on the truck’s windshield had turned into a thin layer of white silk. Anne’s heart was thumping louder than the rain pelting the truck’s roof.
        
 " Jack…..” 

                         ………to be continue next week or sooner……



Thursday, October 1, 2015

RAIN part 4.

Rain part 4.


Her embarrassment forgotten, she stared at him with ballooning anger. A dragon holding her breath of fire.  Are you out of your mind? I barely knows you. This is our second date. If her stare could produce daggers, Jack would had been dead by a thousand stabs. 

And to her surprise Jack broke into laughter. He wasn't only laughing, he was hooting and hollering as thought he had just watched a clown successfully pulling  off his funniest act. His palms banging the truck stirring wheel, shaking the truck more than the storm had been. 

“ What are you laughing at, Jack?” she asked angrily. Greatly irritated. His proposition was insanely degrading, his reaction to her reaction was degradingly insane. 

Jack give her a look, that made her want to rub her nose, ensure her nose hadn't turned into red bulbous nose of a clown, the size of a ripe summer watermelon. 
“ You, “ he said between his laughter. 
“ Me?”
“ Yes, you. You are soooo  very predictable.  Your reaction, exactly I pictured it would be. Predictable as expected.” 

She was? She didn't know what to say. Jack said it, so matter of factly and correctly. It must be correct. All her life she had always tried her hardest to be the person what others expected her to be. A good daughter, a good student, an active volunteering youth, a good….the list went on and on. She never had that moment of 'grew your hair long while your temper runs short' a reflection of youth's recklessness, 

Without saying a word, she reached onto the truck glove compartment box, opening it. In her chest, her heart, bounced around   worse than a loose buoy in a tormented sea. She didn't know exactly what she was doing or planning to do or what got into her. Part of her wants to stay the way she was, and let Jack laugh all he wanted, laughing at her very predictable approach to life. But part of her also wants to break free. In the short span of moment between Jack’s laughter and the look he gave her, she decided to let fate made decision for her. If she found what she was looking for in the glove compartment,  she would  change, if not, she would stay the way she had been all her life: good, obedient, as expected. 

Her hands rummaged through the truck glove compartment’s, surprisingly neat contents: a pair of well worn brown leather gloves, a yellow Manila envelope with a torn top, a handgun,  black and shiny. Men with their truck and their gun, what a surprise.  She moved the gun to the side. But found nothing else. She let out a breath of relief and disappointment at the same time, not knowing what to do next. 
From the corner of her eyes, she saw Jack watching her with questioning eyes. 
“ Can I help you with something? “ he asked. 
She shook her head. “ Nothing. Don't worry about it” 
“ Are you sure? “ 
She nodded. Then shook her head again. “ I don’t know.”
She must have  looked very confused because Jack reached for her hand.” Anne, you can tell me anything, okay?”

She stared at him, calculating, balancing and wondering, if she should or would. Before she could change her mind or lose her nerve she said,…………
                                    ……. To be continue next week or sooner…….